materialism

There is this constant internal struggle that I have. This struggle is something that came on because of Kenya. People there live so simply and only have the bare minimums. There is no money or time or need to be materialistic there.

I love this way of thinking.

This weekend I have been going through all my clothes and other isha that I just never use anymore and seriously just takes up space. I don't need it anymore. Let's be honest... I most likely didn't need it to begin. So far I have one trash bag exploding with goodies for the DI and many others that will most likely join that bag. I feel good about doing this and living more simply but the struggle is still there.

My struggle is as simple as this:
I am trying my hardest not to be materialistic in a society that suffocates me with thoughts of "I need more," and "I need the best version." 

I found myself today just wanting more and more and more.
No! No! Megan! 
I have what I need.
Who really needs 500 pairs of shoes and 400 shirts? Freaking no one. There are not even that many days in a year.

What I really need to do is give more or go back to Kenya.
Most likely the sweet combo of the both.

I challenge everyone to live more simply. I know it makes you more happy.

President Uchtdorf said,
"The happiest people I know are not those who find their golden ticket; they are those who, while in pursuit of worthy goals, discover and treasure the beauty and sweetness of the everyday moments. They are the ones who, thread by daily thread, weave a tapestry of gratitude and wonder throughout their lives. These are they who are truly happy."


We don't need to go out and buy things to make us happy. Happiness is all around us. 
No need to be materialistic.